(Raises right hand) “I do solemnly swear to uphold my
New Year’s Resolutions that I am making now….
Yeah….
Ummmmmm
I do realize that both New Years and Groundhog’s day have
been left in the dust…. (And president’s day, MLK, Valentines, Elvis’s birthday…..)
However, a myriad of things have happened lately, some big,
some small, but collectively they have told me that it is time to take charge of
my life in some ways, relinquish control in others, and just generally to make
some changes.
My Quilting/Art/Craft blog isn’t the place to dive deeply
into life changing revelations and psychological analysis, so I’ll limit this
to “I’m going to write in my blog two or more times a month”.
Men and Art
Brandie and I consider ourselves artists. She’s a “true” artist in my book. She can draw and paint things that look like
the subject she started with. Her
command of “organic” art is amazing; my art is geometric, logical and
mathematical. I can claim color sense
and thus feel I can label myself an artist.
One other thing we share is that we have male partners who admire what
we do and are willing to throw their efforts into the mix.
Brandie, Matt (Brandie’s hubby), Chris (hubby) and I went to
our timeshare in the Wisconsin Dells (water park resort with a TON of amenities;
it’s really a cool complex) in January.
Brandie suggested that we partake of the paint your own pottery
establishment inside the complex. The
results were awesome!
Here are our brave menfolk deep in glaze. Note:
Chris will actually use the coffee mug that he’s crafting!
Here are the finished products:
·
The round box and lid is mine. I have a dots thing
·
The plate in the back is done with a bubble
technique that involves glaze, dish soap and a straw. Also mine
·
The gecko and shark are Matts
·
The mug with the critter (another gecko) hanging
on it are Brandie’s. She also did the
bubble technique on the critter. It’s
cool but hard to see in the pix
·
The green medallion in the middle is mine…. Dots
again!
·
The blue mug is Chris’s. The picture doesn't do the layers of color
justice
·
The other two medallions are Matt and Brandie’s;
I don’t remember who did which ones
And here’s a self-serving photo of just my pieces….
My kiln is capable of firing painted pottery like this. We find the paint your own places to be
expensive, but we enjoy it. I’m
currently trying to start up a mini “Co-op” for doing it here. If you are interested, either see my Facebook
post on it or talk to me.
Never Too Early
I love art ….
Obviously….. Duh…
In early February, I went and visited my lovely daughter
Elinor, and her chip off the ol’ block, Cassidy. One of Cassidy’s birthday presents was a play
dough set. For some reason, she
associates that with me…. Wonder why..... LOL
So, the play dough was brought out, and sculpting
ensued.
Cassidy hard at work
My creation…. (Note:
I told you that I am NOT an organic artist)
A couple days after this, I was sitting on the couch working
on my laptop and Cassidy once again dragged out the play dough. As I was actually doing work work on the
laptop, she sat beside me and worked fairly independently. After a little while, I noticed she was
chewing on something…. The following conversation occurred (note: she calls me “Manga”)
Manga: <imagine a
bit of scolding/accusing/firm tone> “Are
you eating your play dough?!”
Cassidy: <Said
with that indignity that only a two year old can pull off, and a bit of a “duh”
attitude> “NO”
Manga: “What are you
eating”
Cassidy: “Chip” (she doesn't form full sentences most of the time)
Manga: <as I look
around> “Where did you get chips?”
Cassidy: <Doesn't speak, points into the couch cushions>
*Sigh*
Breezy Point Retreat
Valentine’s weekend saw me at a remote cabin in the woods
with some of my closest female friends.
Imagine a log cabin, blanketed by snow, smoke from the
chimney, pine trees heavy with snow, no one for miles and miles……
*sigh*
OK, so it was really a luxury condo in a large group of
condos in a beautiful and well equipped resort.
We had two Jacuzzi tubs, granite counter tops, gas fireplaces, etc…..
The Setting
The fact that it was Valentine’s weekend was simply a coincidence. It worked out that we could get a reservation
at that time…. However, I’ll admit that it was easier being there then trying
to decide which of my partners got me for what on the “Holiday”. While I’m a girly girl who likes dressing up
and meals out, and while I enjoy celebrating events and achievements with my
friends and family, I’m really don’t get a lot of holidays and find some
traditions more obligating that enjoyable.
To that point… Valentine’s Day:
·
I have very romantic partners who provide
romance frequently; they don’t need a day to tell them what to do
·
I don’t like eating by candlelight (can’t see
the food)
·
I don’t want jewelry gifts – I make what I want,
and find store prices and/or quality to be laughable at times
·
I don’t like chocolate
·
I’m a reactive hypoglycemic and don’t go
overboard on sweets (I’d be sick)
·
We frequently have flowers in the house anyway
The Players
So, instead of feeling like I had to play by a set of
traditions, I spent the day, and weekend, with five other women, talking,
sewing and bonding. There’s been a lot
of turmoil in my life as of late, and I’m working through some things. I want to shout out to the five women who
joined me that day and thank them for being in my life.
·
Cathy – my oldest friend currently in my
life. She’s my fan and solid
supporter. I trust her with my heart and
mind and am grateful she’s in my corner.
I also hope someday she can teach me some garment making skills beyond
what I currently have. She knows more of
my history and relationships than anyone else and still hangs around me!
·
Pam – the woman who I've been closest and most
open with ever in my life. She’s my
third partner, but not a romantic partner.
I tell her things that I can’t believe I even say out loud, and get
advice and camaraderie that I never got from a mother, sister or BFF. If the men ever knew the intimacies of our
conversations, they would blush! Added
bonus, she also does most of the same arts/crafts that I do.
·
Anna – Cathy’s daughter and my “niece” by informal
adoption. Anna is a quilter/crafter like
me and like my older daughter, Ana (who encouraged me to start this blog
originally BTW). There are ongoing relationship issues between Ana and me. I miss her deeply and hope that someday those
will work out. Anna fills part of that
gap as she sees me in the “parent generation” role and allows me to feel
emotion and even craft mentorship to her that I currently cannot with my own
daughter.
·
Judi – a long term acquaintance from my quilt
group who I feel really moved into “dear friend” category after the
weekend. Over the years in quilt group,
Judi has paid me great compliments in asking for my advice and help on
projects. I treasured that for
years. However, this weekend, she showed
me how much she cares about me as a person and that hit deep in my heart. I hope to explore that more.
·
Theresa – my newest BFF. I've known her a couple years, but only now
are we spending time together and finding common ground. She’s a great cook, and insightful as all get
out, and I only see good things for our future.
The Accomplishments
We didn't just talk, do our nails and sit in the Jacuzzis….
Art was created!
I haven’t done much sewing lately. In preparation for this “retreat”, I culled
through my project box and started finishing things up. (Note:
“finish” can also mean taking a pile of fabrics that I set aside for an idea).
Prior to actually leaving, I tried to knock off a few
things; get a couple “quick wins” to get me in the mood.
One thing that I've sat on way to long is a quilt top that
Anna asked me to quilt. Here’s a small
view of the quilting. The quilt is a
large panel surrounded by square in square blocks. The panel is a stylized Christmas tree and I didn't want to lose that with a stipple over the top of it all, so I did some “outlining”
of things.
Next, I finished assembling a couple quilt tops that I found
in my box. (Disclaimer – they were all pretty close to done already!)
This one was actually started at another Breezy Point
retreat. I made square in square blocks
with green and purple batiks, cut each finished square diagonally, then re-sewed
them to squares.
I did several batik quilts that used part of a “layer cake”
(ten inch squares) of beige based batiks.
I took the remainders, cut them twice into five-inch squares and bordered
them with purples and greens from a couple different quilt projects (including
leftovers from the above quilt).
This was also done from a layer cake. Each square was
different. I used a patter called the “tossed
nine patch” aka “disappearing nine patch”.
I was one or two fabrics short of having enough to do this and grabbed a
couple from my stash. They fit nicely; I
don’t even remember which they were!
This was actually completely assembled (top) as I pulled it
out of the box. It’s smaller, and I had
been debating leaving it at a crib/lap sized, or bordering it to something
larger. The question was “is it finished
or does it need more”. I took it to the
weekend, laid it out, and asked people the same question. Decision was:
“It’s done”.
This is another one done with leftovers from several
quilts. I had a couple blocks (the
pinwheels) done from one quilt. I hate
wasting things! I took them, and strips
from something else, and stash fabrics and made these blocks. I finished the assembling at Breezy Point and
laid it out for a picture and a look see.
Now we are into the new construction.
I bought the swirly fabric – a yard of it – somewhere along
the way and I wanted to make something with it that preserved the swirls. This meant I needed to use larger pieces of
it.
Theresa also loved the fabric and so I had her “design” a
small piece that I’m going to give her. I
decided on 8 inch blocks of the fabric. My
plan was to use bold fabrics in either solid colors, marbled, or very small
prints to pull out the bright colors in the focus fabric. Theresa actually went the other way and used
very muted fabrics that I’d also brought along.
I hadn't decided on any pattern for my use of the
fabric. My hope was to somehow get inspiration
at the retreat.
I got it…..
Judi brought along the blocks she was working on. It was a pattern/technique that I’d never
done before. If I knew what it was
called, I would tell you….
I must ask her about that….
I cut the rest of the focus fabric into 8 inch blocks,
counted them, then pulled out my brights and started cutting more 8 inch
blocks. I cut one 8 inch strip off each
fabric, cross cut it into squares and then counted. I determined how close I was to a block
layout (how many in each row by how many rows) and cut out a few more to make
it to that number.
That’s as planned and scientific as it got!
I used Judi's technique and made this block as a “test”
I sent a picture of it to Perry and he didn't know what to
make of it….
“Why is there just one patterned block? It doesn't make sense”…..
His “Aha” moment came after I made 20 blocks and laid them
out.
Now, here’s the funniest part….!
Theresa is not a quilter, and obviously hasn't been to a
quilting retreat. I explained to her the
established procedure that quilters in a group setting do with a quilt like
this; a quilt made of blocks that don’t have an established order, that have
some sort of difference, but are interchangeable as far as size, etc.,
goes.
The quilter takes the blocks and lays them out in the row
pattern randomly. All the other quilters
are allowed to move the blocks around into what they think the layout should
be. This may take an hour, or a day.
It’s great fun. Each person
has an opinion.
Theresa learned quickly.
She initially said that there was just ONE move that needed to happen;
that two blocks were saturating an area with one color. She moved them, and then the light bulb went
off… “Oh no, that creates another issue”….
I think she spent at least an hour over the next day staring
at it and moving things!
Welcome to quilting, Theresa!
The last project I started at the retreat was based on a
book: “Bargello with a Twist”, and centered around this example in the book:
Here are the blocks I completed at Breezy Point: I laid them out at home to get an idea.
By the end of the evening, I had filled in a few things:
I then went to bed...
Remember, I have cats……
They love my fabric…..
This is the view of the same pieces in the morning.
And, now….
I haven’t decided what to do next. Its lap sized now. The suggestions I've received are to add a
narrow orange boarder and then a thick black border.
My non quilting, gamer friend also have compared this to
Mine Craft and/or Zelda.
Bonus points if you see that too!
Nature's Art and More
Perry and I spent last weekend up on the North Shore at my
family’s cabin. Saturday was a great
skiing day and we enjoyed ourselves at Lutsen.
However, on Sunday, the temperatures dived into the sub zeros and the
wind whipped it to a -41 wind chill.
Skiing did not take place that day.
As I've mentioned previously, I've been going through a lot
of emotional turmoil. Due to a few
factors, I slipped into a bit of a depression and Perry was determined to cheer
me up. Grand Marais has quite the artist
colony, it’s a half hour drive from the cabin, and he found out that there was
an art quilt exhibit there that weekend.
“Fortuitous” was his thought and he excitedly share that
with me.
It’s was a small exhibit, but really cool and there were other
things at the venue as well (glass art, pottery, etc.).
I think I could make something like this with my many batik
scraps (and bonus points for the Monet look of it all):
Moving on (and back to Tofte area), another thing that
fascinated me was the ice on the lake.
Perry scanned the shore along Highway 61 until he found somewhere that
we could walk out onto the ice.
A view of the ice
A view of a small ice “cave” created by the frozen waters
Glass
As I've mentioned in this blog before, I do a couple things
in the glass art world. One is fusing,
the other is torch work (making beads from glass rods over a HOT flame).
My first picture here is a combination.
Yup…
Really……
Beads break. Sometimes
while working on them, sometimes while annealing in the kiln, and sometimes
because we drop them.
Some people throw them away, others scrub the bread release
(a clay that we coat the mandrals with so the glass doesn't stick; usually it
winds up inside the bead hole) off and reuse the glass…. I decided to get creative. I took a whole bunch of my broken beads and
arranged them on some clear plate glass.
I’m going to call the finished piece “Mary’s Mistakes”. Here is a pre-fired picture of it.
Sharing The Hobby
I took Matt, Brandie and Perry to a class at the studio that
I spend time at. Then, Perry accompanied me to an “Open Torch” session and
tried his hand at beads. He’s got the
concepts down, and just needs to practice.
I’m actually quite jealous of his ability to manage shapes other than
round so quickly! (Although, I’m secretly
glad that his longer beads were worked too much and won’t come off/break off
the mandrals; I can have him stealing my thunder so quickly!)
Here are the beads he did prior to taking them off the
mandrals. As you can see, there was some
kiln breakage.
Here are the completed, removed beads that stayed intact….
WAY better than my first bead attempt!
Tooting My Own Horn
And then here are my beads.
I favor large beads; I also like the “bi-cone” shape, and dots…..
Always dots….
I even wear a lot of polka dots!
One batch straight from the kiln. One thing I want to point out. I decided that I wanted to try a particular
color of pink – deeper rose, marbled – but didn't have any. Pink glass is EXPENSIVE. Red/pink is the most difficult to produce and
that drives up cost.
However, I had some sheet glass in the color scheme I
wanted, so I brought some scraps to the studio and played with it. Because it was sheet glass, and a different
COE than Italian soft glass (bead glass), I couldn't mix it with other colors.
Look at the two round beads on a single mandral in the
middle/right of the picture (under a green bead). That’s the glass when I simply melted it and
formed simple beads.
Now, look at the grayish bead that’s about dead center/top
of the picture (left and up from the bead with two large silver dots on
it). That’s the SAME glass! It got cloudy and darkened with more heat.
Another batch (poor picture). The two barrel shaped pink beads are also
that same glass – less work, keeps the color.
And here are some off the mandrals….dots, dots, and more
dots!
Fire Paper
When you fuse glass in a kiln, it will stick to the “shelf”
in the kiln. To stop this from happening,
you need to either use coats of “kiln wash” on the kiln, or put down “fire
paper”. The fiber paper is much easier,
but it is single use. This is similar to
the bead release that we coat mandral with when making beads.
I have a roll of fire paper.
One Saturday I decided to fire something (note: I’m still figuring out how to use the kiln
and have only done a few things). I
worked on the piece, got it all ready and could NOT find my kiln paper. I looked all around my work room and then at
the clock.
The glass supply store closes at 3 on Saturdays, is not open
Sundays, on only open until five on weekdays. Since I would 25 miles from it,
and a normal business day, this wasn't good.
I went racing up there, ran in the door five minutes until
close….
The woman working the counter all but glared at me….
Everyone HATES customers who swing in at closing time!
I assured her I needed one thing and that I would be quick.
I was......
Got home with the paper and heading to the kiln with my
piece…..
(Note: The kiln is in
a different room than my work room due to power and space issues)
Sitting on top of the kiln was my role of fire paper…..
Really?!
And I shall end my discussions for the day at that point!
Happy crafting to all!